Everything is a mirage,
Smiles and laughter; dreams and screams.
Everything is an illusion,
I have here around.
Behind the curtain
Lies the reality’
But I don’t know, how
To raise the curtain.
I haven’t heard anyone
Ever cursing me
But I can feel the curses
Clouded above me.
I extended my hand,
Needing for a help,
Someone managed to hold,
But I slipped myself.
Lost in somewhere,
Frightened being alone,
Cried like a kid,
Tears were invisible.
Searched for many ways,
At last found one;
Thought of leading out of the world,
But put me into a labyrinth.
Screamed I’ve loudly,
Who cares if I do?
Someone would take out,
But the kid in me, was left alone inside.
You don’t know how it pains?
I know to describe it.
It feels cold, lower than the coldest measured;
No blanket will act to warm,
At last it is dormant and dazed,
But continues to be pierced and bled.
You may not hear any weep,
But I know, the kid can only weep.
