I remember those days,
The days which have passed by me,
Waving hands,
Smiling at me,
Saying to me, aloud,
“I won’t return to you again”.
How fast the days and times have changed,
I wonder!!!
Innocence got camouflaged to ego,
Cutie smiles refused to bloom,
Dreams disclosed to competitions,
Cartoons beaten by movies, and,
Colors by theories.
What the spell was, I didn’t know,
Had changed my dolls into classmates?
Though dolls were kept with love,
They were not.
Some left for keeping their smiles safe,
Some for the sake of my smile,
Smiles renamed with new meanings,
Betrayal for some, while
Love for the other.
Care for some,
Pity for the other.
Tears too changed,
Not sour as before,
Not pure as before.
But, someone’s tears could flood my heart,
And mine flow now only for a few.
Needs and losses, hardly carried by them,
But,best actors always do.
New lessons, new feelings,
Everything was new to me.
Much more to count, but,
I’m weak in it.
I would definitely try hereafter,
But, I know, I’ll miss my laughter,
Burying the grief inside,
Can now the memories brought into mind
Just to regret once in a while,
“My childhood,I should have never let you go,.”
:)
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